Past Weeks and Weeks Ahead (English)

It has been a full month since I wrote something here. Not because nothing happened, but because it seemed that everything that happened passed by so fast, that writing it down would only bring you old news.
Things seemed to shift right before our eyes, and as soon as they had shifted, they were way behind us...almost forgotten.
For a lot of us that was like a party that just seemed to last for weeks, one great change after the other, for some its been hard work to keep up with the pace, and some of us lost the pace some of the time.

This resulted in major changes in our lives; relationships changed, living situations changed, work, ideas, creation...and becoming ill.
Everything seems to have been in an uproar, an upheavel...elections were won (and lost for others) ....life is just different from a few months back in so many ways!

Lets talk about the physical stuff for a moment so you know - again - you are not alone in this.
We have shifted so much, let go of so many pasts...painfull ones, frustrating ones, the ones that have been holding you back...right?
But some of it somehow got stuck in our physical bodies, and that resulted in bumps, lumps, abscesses and pimpels. Its wants to break out...but it just can't make it out all the way yet..
Even in my own world a lot of people have been walking around with fear of having cancer because of the bumpb and lumps...but it all turned out to be ..well, just bumps and lumps.

Another ailment that seems to be common is angina and bronchitis. Personally I have been through those three times the past few weeks, and its still lingering. Throat, throatchackra...has to do with speech...saying what you need to say, speak your thruth. Don't hide behind your silence and/or think before you speak?

We seem to have completed a cycle (within the big cycle that leads us to 21-12) of clearing out, and real, deep change.
The thirteenth of november we had this new moon and solareclips, and after a long period of relative quiet, the solarflares were intens too on that day. (On that day we had eleven of em, with one or two big M-flares, almost becoming X-class flares). And since that day we have had a steady flow of them, medium in size....like the tide is building up again. And it is according to spaceweather.
My heart seems to be beating with unusual intensity the past few days...I feel like we are going to start a whole new cycle again of deep change.
And since we have shifted so much of our past, the changes will probably effect the NOW.
We are being offered a chance to really come out as the people we truely are.To reinvent ourselves.
Are you ready to surprise yourself? To be surprised?

Who were you as a child? What were your dreams? Your values? Your desires?
How did you see the world, how did you see you in this world?
What do you want?

Yes, its beautifull to become who we are...to let it all out...but ofcourse this will also bring forth clashes.
Because if you want something, you might have to ask for it....work for it, fight for it!

So, we are on another wave of change, another build-up and release...all moving towards 21-12-12, the date that will tip the scales.
 - Its like walking up the mountain, (sliding back a few steps now and then...tripping, falling, but always getting up again) and december 21st we reach the top of the mountain.
On the other side of the top is going to be the same mountain, but we will be walking down the mountain the, like the tide will be with us...riding our bikes with the wind in our backs, ón to the next lessons! - 
We will be nudged along by all kinds of energies, just go with it..let come as it comes. Its all good.

The flow we are in now will last for at least the end of november before we start the final part of our journey leading to 21-12.
Please keep me posted on your journey.
Thank you.

Inge

Rome

Wel..off to Rome for a week...see ya!!! :-))))

Layers of the cake (English)

Hello beautifull people!

Yeah, lets talk about the layers of the cake. Yes..cake..I much prefer that analogy to the onion one. The layers of the onion makes life sound so serious...and its not.
I do love onions though , wich reminds me...I really want to learn how to make a great onion bhajee one of these days.
But lets get back to the cake...with its base, and cream and layers and strawberries....or not, maby just chocolate..or cheesecake...
Hm....you know what, forget the onions, forget the cake...lets just focus on the layers here!!

Because everything seems layered lately. Sadness comes hand in hand with overwhelming gratitude. Anger and judgement seems to be accompanied with deep and real compassion.
More and more I seem to be experiencing two opposite feelings at the same time.
One second I can feel free and happy and limitless...and the next I can feel paralysed by all the boundries.
One minute I feel like I can take on the world and the next minute I wonder how I can even start my day.
One day I understand and know and feel the oneness of the universe and the next day I wonder how anyone could ever connect to the next person.
My wonderfully vibrantly powerfull magical beautiful sorceress me can be showing her face almost exactly at the same time my ugly unsuccessfull ill tempered badly educated me.

You know? Or is it just me going manic depressive?
Or maby all of it is going on at the same time and it is finding a balance..so everything is fine. Or should I say..so we are fine with everything?
Maby we are going to be, feel, experience, see and know all of it at the same time, and we are learning how to be in balance with it all...find neutral ground?
Thats not going to be easy..because we are very used to choosing; you are either this, or that....you either support something, or you are against it. You either want, or you don't want..
So are we learning to choose, feel, be and want it all?
Ofcourse that is not always practical...I mean, you either go somewhere, or you don't right?  Or you would have to be able to be at different places at the same time...a concept I would not even rule out anymore.

Its exciting to be alive now isn't it? Or..isn't it...or is and isnt it?
Ooohh..this is so confusing!
I need balance.
Or cake.

Have a great weekend! (or not...its all fine)
Love
Inge

De lagen van de taart (Nederlands)

Hallo mooie mensen!

Ja, laten we het eens hebben over de laagjes van de taart. Ja..taart...das een veel leukere analogy dan die van de ui. De lagen van de ui, dat maakt het leven zo serieus...en dat is het niet.
Ik houd van ui hoor, doet me eraan denken dat ik nog eens een geweldig recept voor onion bhajee moet opzoeken.
Maar laten we ons concentreren op de taart...met zijn bodem, romige laagjes en aardbeien..of niet, misschien alleen chocola, of kwarktaart....
Hm...weet je wat, vergeet de ui, vergeet de taart..laten we ons op die lagen concentreren!

Want alles lijkt gelaagd de laatste tijd. Verdriet komt hand in hand met overweldigende dankbaarheid. Woede en oordeel komen in gezelschap van diep en echt medeleven.
Vaker en vaker lijkt het dat ik twee tegenovergestelde emoties tegelijk beleef.
De ene seconde voel ik me vrij en gelukkig en grenzeloos...en de volgende seconde voel ik me verlamd door begrenzingen.
De ene minuut heb ik het gevoel dat ik de hele wereld aankan...en de volgende minuut weet ik niet eens hoe ik een begin aan mijn dag kan maken.
De ene dag weet ik en begrijp ik en voel ik de eenheid van het universum, en de dag erna weet ik niet hoe de ene mens zich ooit echt zou kunnen verbinden met de andere.
De geweldige kleurrijke krachtige magische mooie tovenares in mij, kan haar gezicht bijna gelijktijdig laten zien met mijn lelijke, onsuccesvolle, humeurige en slecht opgeleide ikke.

Herken je dat? Of ben ik gewoon manisch depressief aan het worden?
Of misschien gebeurd het inderdaad allemaal tegelijk en is er een nieuw evenwicht aan het ontstaan...een evenwicht waarin alles goed is. Waarin wij alles als goed ervaren.
Misschien gaan we alles tegelijk zijn, voelen, ervaren en zien en weten, en zijn we aan het leren hoe we daarbij in balans kunnen zijn...in een soort neutrale positie?
Dat zal niet eenvoudig worden, want we zijn erg gewend aan kiezen; je bent dit óf je bent dat...je bent ergens voor, of je bet er tegen. Je wilt iets, of je wilt het niet.
Wellicht zijn we dus aan het leren om het allemaal te willen, te voelen en te zijn?
Dat is praktisch gezien natuurlijk niet altijd mogelijk..ik bedoel, je gaat ergens naartoe, of je gaat er niet naartoe toch? Of je moet op twee plaatsen tegelijk kunnen zijn...een concept dat ik ook niet zou kunnen uitsluiten trouwens!

Het is een opwindende tijd waarin we leven nietwaar? Of niet..of wel en niet tegelijk?
Ooooh...dit is verwarrend!
Ik heb balans nodig.
Of taart.

Heb een fijn weekend! (of niet..is ook goed) Liefs,
Inge